Zzz.. I realize that talking about certain things can make me depress again. HOWEVER, its only for awhile. I guess no matter how long it takes, you still will feel a little sad over it. Oh well... lucky it only lasts the day or less. I don't feel so bad over it now. Guess cos I'm looking for answers that might end this one and for all. Once my answer/s are found... what reason will I have left? Hmm...