Today was...alright I suppose. Glad to see the rest of them again. But...I dunnoe... I still feel down... :( I think I might have made the biggest mistake in my life.. I mean.. Oh man.. How the hell could I have made such a mistake.. :(( Right now...Im so conflicted... I actually became sick :/ Haiz...I really don't wish for this to continue... howhowhow... :(((