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Monday, December 15, 2008


Time:1:05 AM


Lets see...Dragon's party was okay.. Food was great...atmosphere was.. eheh~ soso. Had beer, mixes and wines. It was not bad. Though tht night was particularly great for me.

I mean.. come on la. If you truly respect, then tell me what has ever happened. If you aren't proud of doing it, then why does the whole world know EXCEPT ME??? I understand now how it feels like to found out things tht almost everyone else knows about except me. Being famous for the wrong reasons make me so angry. I find it so hard to accept. Is this really how I am being respected? By keeping me in the dark? Come on. We known each other for years. Have I done anything to really deserve that? Haiz... I'm not angry now. Trust me. I just don't know what to do. This year end has nothing but saddness and disappointment. I'm tired...

God, let me rest. Give me the satisfaction of having a fruitful slumber and not waking up unless I'm really needed... Give me the peace that my soul needs, the love it requires, the company it craves and the forgiveness it seeks. May the people I love be more truthful to me and look after them dear Lord, even though they disappoint me so much at times, I still love them and want You to protect them. Give me the love to forgive and forget, the strength to protect and the courage to stand by them always. Thank you Lord. Amen.