Argh.. woke up with a stomach pain.. Yesterday was heart/chest pain, today is stomach... maybe tml i wont wake up. haix.. dream only. haha.. somehow i feel a lot more better. Really takes one week for me to take and absorb every single bad news. I realized i cant do anything else any more. Life goes on... I just feel the same... I dun understand why is it that i find myself stuck in the same situation. Feeling upset, feeling hopeless, like cannot do anything like that. zzzZ...
Oh wells... I guess moving on is the best. Though its quite sian luhh.. I got this idea... to just... keep on walking. My friend told me its no point to worry about it and don't be their so and so anymore. But I cant do that? I cant just abandon them.. Poo...
Anyway.. what I thought that would happen has started. In time, I bet the gap would be way too far to do anything. A pity tho... i would lose such a precious thing...