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Friday, December 21, 2007


Time:12:18 PM


Just woke up..Mm.. i actually wanted to post smth ytd. But was kinda busy. heh heh. I learned 2 things to nv talk abt, religion and politics. Both = trouble.

I just had to write n say tis even tho i dun really like it. I realize alot of ppl's blog have become filled wif..words of praise n submission to God. Yes..im gng to write abt religion... or technically..my religion. If ure gng to be insulted by wad im write im sry. den agn..u cld always go away...

Anyway..i noticed tht alot of Christians nowadays seem to love God ever so much and expressing it unusually alot in their blogs.. n most are youths. Im nt sure wad makes them so into Him. Does He really make them feel better? I've been thinking abt wad sm ppl wrote, sayin He gave them visions, answers, talked to them, telling them wad they shld do, etc etc. Den i ask myself...is tht voice, tht vision truly frm God? If any of them dare to answer yes to me, i ask again, wad makes u so sure?
My dad was a devoted person. He loved God much. He din have time to go to church on sundays cos he had to work to support us. But he prayed. He prayed wen he was in e bus gng to n frm work. I saw him pray wenever i helped him. He loved God, asking Him to help him get through each day, to help his family. I prayed to God too. I asked him to look after my dad. I thot God wld listen. Whenever i prayed, in church of nt, i wld pray for my dad, hoping God wld listen, always thinking He did.. I wldnt say i was hardcore, just devoted n a true believer in my ways. I was until my dad died. He wrote a letter stating God had called him hm. I believe alot of u wld be thinking, "aww..dun worry. He's wif God nw." BUT, my dad committed suicide.. N he said God called him. Nw alot of u wld change your thinking, "oh no, God would never do that, Its all Satan's fault." Den I ask u, why did God allow such a thing to happen, in our house, to my dad, to my family, when we believed and prayed to Him?
Frm den on i questioned God, i loss so much trust in Him, i turned to Mary for help. If u dun noe e difference between Mary n God, Mary is e Mother Of Jesus. I pray to her to look after my mum, to help my frens. i turn my problems to her most of e time, she answered them. always. but e one question nv ever answered was, why did God allow such a thing to happen. Im still looking for e answer.
So i wanna ask all these ppl wif visions and voices, etc etc, are those really frm God? I myself believe, e stronger you believe, e easier Satan can get to u. If u believe in God to a hardcore extend, Satan can easily manipulate u, giving vision n voices in your head, making it seem like God. By e time u realize it, it'll be too late. Just like my dad, he regretted in e end but was too late, he's gone nw. Its nt always abt believing, its many things as well. I myself need alot of time to trust God agn.. i can nv believe hw can sm ppl really be so devoted, praise n worship him ALL E TIME. but hey, its nt my problem. its yours. i can dun like it, but i cant say anything or do anything to change it. its nt my right to say anything.

If anyone were to be insulted, im srry. but it's one man's opinion against many others. nw if u were to excuse me, im gng to eat X)