I realized smth just nw. I guess there are ppl out there who may just noe hw i feel. I noticed that i noe smone whom i can relate too. we both gone through a similar experience on losing smone we loved. in a way, we're two sides of the same coin. cos we both have similar experiences and just noe hw to other might feel but we both have different views and ways to deal wif it. One walked to God for advice, the other turned away from Him. Kinda weird huh? Two sides of the same coin.