Hw i wish life was much simpler.. no stress..no worries.. argh.. i dun really noe wad to do.. i wanna help but it seems so difficult.. i dunnoe even noe if i shld tell smone.. oh man.. wad to do wad to do.. oh well.. i see him as my brother..so i have to help in wadever ways i can..
i realize life is always so damn complicated.. wen it seems everything is fine and alright.. tht maybe one can smile agn..smth happens and shoots u down.. for me.. life's a b!tch. i loss so much n gain too little.. its nt tht i like to bring it up over and over and over.. but its cos of the things ard me tht makes me rmb and think and compare and see hw shitty things are. Its a gd thing i think clearly.. thts y i haven smoked, cut myself or worst yet, though smtyms i think of dng so. oh well... human nature eh? heh. luckily i can cook...or else i dunnoe wad can distract me frm all these.. oh well... gng off to buy salmon.. hopefully i can find a fresh piece =/