7 mre days. it sucks. always have been. it been always been so dark, its always been alone. i can never see hw life could be any worst.. hw i wish to have smone by me. regrets always seem to be there. heavy, unmoving. i try to get these off my mind, but they always come back. i still wonder wad to believe in. i just wanna slp n nv wake up. yea..tht'll be gd.