*sniff* haven been feelin gd suddenly...i feel so alone...all e past keeps comin back...i cant seem to forget it...y...i suffered tis pain for so long...i hav so many regrets in life...jus too many for me to handle...i cried myself to slp last nite...it was too hard for me to keep it all inside...no one can feel wad i hav felt all tis years...loneliess hav become part of my life...y? is becos no one wants to understand me...no one does...even tho i hav gd frens...i nv tell them of my pain...my sufferin...my endless regret...i've said too much...k..gtg...buaiz...T-T